frustrated and just not feeling 'it' today....

sigh

yep, that's how i'm feeling today...

the day didn't get off to a good start when the 8am tradesman turned up at 7.45 and I was dripping wet - told them not to send anyone earlier than 8 as i haven't been well; but seems nobody listens these days :(

yes, seems this is going to be a gripe about nobody listening....

not helped by the fact that a bunch of my friends haven't even responded to an invitation that I sent weeks ago, and that one of my clients (usually my favourite client) hasn't listened to some advice I gave her (which of course, she is entitled to) but it's ended up causing a shit experience for a 3rd party that i'm now trying to resolve...

i'm also really annoyed because throughout one of the processes i've been assisting with (recruiting) she has changed her mind a lot (not easy to manage with candidates) and seems incapable of making a simple decision.  this has left a bunch of people, including another 3rd party to her business, saying things like 'she's not clear, hasn't been crisp and has changed her mind'...thank goodness it's not just me

so today, I'm a bit over it, over myself and not feeling anything resembling mojo!

oh, and yes another client who i haven't yet started work with also don't appear to respond to emails and have confessed that their communication (as a company) is crap...

so, actually maybe i'm just not feeling heard is the problem and i know this to be one of my buttons!

thought about taking myself for a walk but it's 5 degrees outside and even in the sun that is way too cold for me...

so i think i'll make myself a cuppa, watch one of my fave shows, and perhaps in a few hours, i'll be feeling more myself...

oh, and because i have been honest with my client about the process i feel bad, yep, i feel guilty....she's clearly frustrated - i'm frustrated, the candidate is frustrated and the other party is frustrated and i wonder if she holds me accountable for the fact that she couldn't make a simple decision....

sad face :-(