Saturday, April 14, 2012

nervous just

doesn't begin to describe how i am feeling right now...

so FC is arriving in 10 minutes and today we actually have to talk...

no more of this 'missing each other' shit, we actually have to talk and get on the same page...

and the thought of having to be vulnerable and tell him what i want is making me sick...almost physically

i'm so challenged by this stuff...

of course, i've got to do it, otherwise i'll never end up in a relationship but seriously...

not a happy little camper...


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