a mixed bag

of emotions tonight...

so he tells me his mind isn't made up, but confused

tells me it's same same but different

really! I'm supposed to understand that?
tells me I better have thought about what I want....I have!

is coming round tomorrow and we will talk

but says I may not be happy with what he's got to say...

hmmm, what to make of that?

well test is really for me to say what I want...I can't control what he says but I can control what I say

when I tell him I'm pretty clear but found it hard to be vulnerable with him, he says '99% of our issues outlined right there'...

left wondering if my actions have left him more confused than his actions left me?

surely not...?

so, yep, mixed bag: excited, intrigued, nervous...wondering!

time will tell I guess....