hmmm think i acted too quickly...

or maybe just not liking the response i just got when i called him on a work matter...

yep i got the standard FC response - to the point, no social niceties...does my head in!

anyway, managed to get over it, but did spend some part of the afternoon really questioning what it is i want...and honestly, i'm not sure!

so maybe i didn't act too quickly! nope, can't be 2nd guessing myself coz when i texted him to say i wanted to sort things out, i wanted to, i felt like it and it felt right...so no point going back over that decision and pulling it apart...

it is what it is!

so maybe the question in all of this is this: can i deal with his work persona? can i not take his behaviour personally? if we 'move forward' will i be able to keep them separate?

not sure i know the answer, question is: am i willing to try?

dunno, honestly, i don't know....

pondering!