i really am! i think this might actually be a real date!
so as i sit here with only candles for light (it's earth hour after all), i just cannot concentrate....i had good intentions of attempting to write the reunite scene with Paul (my protagonist's brother), but i just cannot focus...
can't! i wonder what sort of a state i'm going to be in come 2pm tomorrow when he comes to pick me up....
fuck only knows!
of course i'll probably be excited and sad....the morning is not gonna be good: i'm going to Kirst's to say goodbye to her and the fam...:(
i reckon i'll be in some sort of a state after that, so it's quite possibly good that i'll have the distraction of one FC to look forward to :-)
and i AM looking forward to seeing him, to spending some time with him, getting to know him better, letting him get to know me a bit better, having him pick me up (now that's just nice!)....
i am doing my level headed best not to dream up too many scenarios...yes yes i know, it's hard not to, especially as the best things DO seem to happen in my head! maybe this will be different? maybe the best things with this one will not happen in my head, but will happen between us?
sooo one more sleep! and let's hope i do sleep, as i want to be looking my absolute best...
think i've worked out what i'm wearing, but given my penchant for changing my mind at least 20 times at the last minute, i suspect that whatever i think i'm wearing now will not be what i end up wearing!
ok, now i think it's bed time....
nite peeps
xx
ps there is WAY more to him than meets the eye, i like that!
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