so imagine my surprise when i listened to it tonight on the way home, and i felt that i had actually been given a sign, by one FC...
yep, so the guy at work, the one who has been the subject of a handful of posts (ok, ok, so maybe more than a handful!), offered to come collect me for our Sunday drinking session...
so to me, now, it's definitely a date! and you know what? i feel soooo very different since it happened - in a good way! i feel that i am more certain about how he might feel about me, and i really like that...it's taken some of the ambiguity and uncertainty out of the whole thing, and honestly, even though some people love that stage of 'getting to know someone' i really struggle with it as it leaves way too much room for my insecurities to creep in and for my usually rational functioning brain to go to the worst case...
maybe there's a bit of ISTJ in me after all!
that said, of course it has meant my level of excitement and anticipation about sunday has just about gone to a completely uncontrollable level....
so, bring on sunday and a 'new way of being in relationship' for me...
yay!
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