so i didn't go
for a drink with him yesterday, honestly i'd never said i would, i said i'd
think about it...and i did
think about, i
thought about it and i just didn't feel like it. by 3ish i had hit a
brick wall and just wanted to curl up on my couch...
instead i went
to paddo and to my favourite costume jewellery maker - hung out and played with
them for a while, then got home, by which time he'd texted me to tell me he'd
thought of an alternative way to solve the issue i'm having at work...
then we texted
for a while, then he called and we spent nearly an hour and a half on the
phone...
turns out he
wants my help! wants me to coach him...
didn't see that
coming...seriously!
and i have
mixed feelings about it...a big part of me (the coach who doesn't get much of a
work out these days) is super chuffed to be asked
the part of me
that might have been secretly hoping he fancied me, is disappointed....of
course i think he's all wrong for me, we work together, he's rude etc etc...but
still
of course, he
might, who knows! wanting to be coached by someone and fancying them aren't
mutually exclusive...are they?
i definitely
think this is a test! bit like the test Lexie's about to have, it's a test and
i know it is...
all i can hear is 'be careful, be careful and don't forget everything you've worked hard to learn'...hmmmm
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