the choices we make

might be a good title for the novel or just appropriate for what's going thru my head right now...

so there's this bloke at work...arrogant, obnoxious, downright rude (he even admits this)...maybe he's shy and not obnoxious...nah, he's obnoxious

but you know what? and i'm cringing as i write this....there's something about him...

something intriguing

something that made me imagine i was having sex with him today

something that makes me want to know more about him

seriously, i think i must be losing it...

so will be interesting to see if i do go for drinks with him tomorrow or not...