yep, two of my favourite things...
just made myself a nice cuppa and am enjoying it as i do some posting - well overdue posting i might add!
so it occurred to me some time ago and i simply haven't had time to write a post about it that 'the past is best when it's in the past, and no longer in your present'...now, I have no idea if someone has said this before me but after months of struggling with the chaos and upheaval that chris caused in my life, i am finally feeling at peace with it all...i finally feel as though he is now a part of my past and not my present....
which is such a big reflief as now, some 11 months on since he turned up, i finally have my self back...i am no longer a slave to the thoughts and feelings that his re-appearance brought up...nope, all that has surfaced, i think, has been summarily dealt with and put to bed...as it were
and it's nice! more than that, it's freeing, it's liberating and downright empowering to know that i am finally in control of all of that - no longer will i be sucked into his manipulative games...
nope, finally my past with him is in the past and he is no longer a part of the daily fabric of my life...no wonder i've been so happy of late!
so back to tea and blogging - long may they both continue!
night
x
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