it's a mixed bag tonight...

yep folks, tonight's post is going to be a mixed bag! seems i don't have anywhere near as much time as i would like to write the blog so tonight is going to be something of a brain dump of the last little bit of time...


so first up let's start with my weird dream friday night...saturday night had plans to go to a Girls Night In cancer fundraiser with one of the bff's...theme is meant to be Carnivale (and you know how much I love a theme...not!)...so imagine my surprise when i wake up in a cold sweat Saturday morning having had the following little dream:


Kirsten turns up to the house, but it's not my house but a house i'm looking after for someone else, a house that has some strange floor plan as it seems there are walls/doors where there shouldn't be and it just doesn't flow...wonder what that means? and it's not just her but another 2 or 3 girls and they are all seriously dressed up - not in carnivale but in very flashy dresses, heels etc (this in itself is weird coz Kirst doesn't much like the dress up)...so then the next scene is me going thru the wardrobe of the lady of the house, whoever that is, and all i can find is air hostess uniforms in dry cleaning bags?  seriously, WTF is that all about - Freud would have a field day with that one...


then there's the topic of my somewhat annoying neighbours - i'm not sure if i've mentioned them before and to be fair they aren't annoying all of the time...but she's one of those north shore snobs who has an affected way of talking - so affected i want to push her head through a concrete wall and he's a nice bloke who's frankly whipped! but seems that between the 2 of them they can't park a bloody car properly and i find myself becoming increasingly annoyed by their less than competent parking in the street...see there's enough room for 3 cars if everyone parks like a normal person, but no no, these 2 imbeciles seem incapable of doing that rendering the space only suitable for 2 cars...not sure why it does my head in, but it SERIOUSLY bothers me...mental note to self: discuss with therapist!


then there's NaNoWriMo which for years I have considered entering, and this year, when i a) have NO time whatsoever and b) even less time than I have had in any of the preceding years when I considered this, I am actually thinking about entering...am i fucking mad? or just really keen to see what the structure and challenge of something like NaNoWriMo will do for my novel writing...?


and there's also the sudden interruption to my re-established sleep pattern...damn it! i'd worked so hard to try and re-establish a good, and by good i mean natural, i.e. no drugs, sleeping pattern...but in recent days (post virus and possibly pre menstrual) that seems to have fallen by the wayside and i find myself crawling into bed so tired i entertain the thought of NEVER waking up...and yet, unable to sleep the thoughts flick through my head like a reel that just won't turn itself off...annoying!


so that's all for the mixed bag...


nite x


ps happy birthday to my uncle mart!


oh, and i'm changing fonts - came across this one by accident and kinda like it!