sure, it was inevitable and i should have known it would come...but for those of you that know me, you know that i live in a bubble most of the time...
so yesterday it was burst and i didn't enjoy it - memories of why i left corporate life came rushing back and i found myself thinking 'shit, am i really cut out for this?'...and whilst i may not be, what i do know is this:
- it's a great job
- i'm bloody good at it
- it doesn't have to be forever
- and reality of the global economic status is that my little biz may not have survived and i would have found myself in a situation where i had to take a job for money (at least this one, i wanted to take)
turns out there are some very good people in the team, and with one in particular i had a great chat to today...he and i share some very real concerns, but it's great to know i'm not alone....
soooo the long week came to an end and as i left just after 4pm (very early mark by my new standards) to get my hair done, i felt ok about where things all ended up...
hair done, eye brows done, dinner with primary school teacher who i haven't seen since 1975 (was great - so much to catch up and just lovely to see her), watched blues lose to hawks in what turned out to be a close one...and now the moment i have been waiting for all week - bedtime
i have come to really value my weekends since returning to full time work and friday night is almost my favourite night of the week...sooo i'm going to warm up the heat pack, make a cup of tea and crawl into bed knowing i don't have to get up...
yay for weekends...
nite x
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