dreaming...

i had a very strange dream just before I woke up this morning...actually, not entirely true as I had woken up hours earlier so it was one of those dreams, you know, those vivid whacky ones you have when you go back to sleep?

and even though I say it's strange, it's not...

so in the dream Chris had sent me a long long text...that is strange as he tended towards brevity!

and I guess the last few weeks as I have adjusted to no contact with him I've found myself thinking about him less and less, but Facebook, and the fact that we are fb friends, means it's difficult not to be reminded of him...perhaps too frequently!

I am tossing up whether to unfriend him and some part of me thinks that's too final and wondering what that would mean....but then is removing him from a list on a website he hardly ever uses really anything??

so, the dream, of course I didn't get to
read the text before I woke up...

how bloody annoying....wonder what it would have said??

alsonot that strange that he featured in my dream last night...I had dinner with a girlfriend who I hadn't seen since my birthday and so we had a lot to catch up on...sadly in retelling her my last 5 months, I realize just how much time and energy he cost me and how much emotional upheaval he caused :-(

but, no more!!

still, I'm wondering what the text message said...!