annoyed...

and drunk, but mainly annoyed....see in my drunken state I had to abandon my car and catch a cab home...which you wouldn't think would be so bad...

right?

but it wasn't good...idiot driver who had no ID card, couldn't keep to the lane he was in, was furiously throwing down red bull but mostly I just observed how uncomfortable I was...like I was on high alert...ready to go into battle...

and then it hit me...because of what Chris did, and my lack of trust in men I don't know (which in itself is weird coz I knew him??) I can't even get a bloody cab without being reminded of it...

fucking nightmare...

anyway, home safe, drunk and Berdie is safe in a garage in Milson's Point!!

guess my walk tomorrow will be to Milson's Point!!!

nite