up then down...

yep, down is how i am feeling this morning...

not really down, not i wanna curl up and die down, just meh...

not surprising really! it's been a big few days emotionally and of course the anxiety around eye surgery will have played it's part...so perhaps i'm just tired and contemplative today, but i can tell you, the euphoria that was yesterday has well and truly dissipated...don't get me wrong, i'm still THRILLED to bits with the results of said eye surgery...just did my first walk without the need for glasses (wore sunnies of course)...and everything was so much clearer, colours seemed more vibrant and brighter somehow...:-)

and there's no logical reason for it...of course, i'm not a very logical person, so not much i do or experience is logical, but i guess from the outside looking in, there probably isn't much cause for what's going on...and even as i type that i wonder WTF? who CARES how it all might look from the outside (guess a part of me does care, or has cared previously, so i'm learning not to...)...

so methinks it's gonna be a slow old day, which might not be a bad thing really! perfect day for couch and footy but of course my footy team are on tomorrow! of course i still have Season 2 of Being Erica to watch so that could well get a run out...

happy mothers day x