shoulda...

made the decision ages ago!! easy to say in hindsight, isn't it always??

no point beating myself up for taking as long as I did....important thing is decision is made now and I feel good about it...for so long I thought I would feel as though I were giving something up, but really I had given up my power and freedom all along and just couldn't see it....

he's gone and honestly, it's better...

it really is!

no more wondering if he'll make contact

no more disappointment when he says he will but he doesn't

just my life...

lovin' that :-)

nite xx