over it...

being single that is....and over beating myself up...wondering what it must mean about me that i haven't met someone yet...

it's been like this for ages...but only now am i starting to really be honest about it, and feel comfortable enough to blog about it...

maybe i'm too crazy, a bit too obsessive at times, maybe i'm not a nice person (nah, don't believe that), maybe i'm just not meant to be with someone...dunno really, but sometimes, i think there must be good reasons for me not having met my 'mr right' yet...

i'm also over the me of old who let people like Chris in...and trusted them and attempted to create intimacy where there could be none...

yep, over it...well and truly...

sooo looking forward to this weeks 'date'...and even if it goes nowhere, it's a sign that i'm out there and looking...

so universe if you are listening, or watching on wednesday night, please see my signal to you that i'm ready...thank you !

ps you owe me (reminder to write about this little conversation next time if i didn't already elude to it the other night!)