but it seems that the handful of friends i have confided in regarding the Chris situation (and we are NOT talking very many people at all, for obvious reasons...) are of one view....
drum roll please.....
that instead of letting the fantasy of a 13 year old girl drive me, i should sleep with him (yep, you read it correctly) so that i know for sure whether i like him or not, or whether the desire to sleep with him (well maybe someone, not necessarily him, he just seems like an obvious option) is just something i had built into something that bears absolutely NO resemblance to reality...
hmmmm, interesting concept! and don't get me wrong, i have absolutely considered this...
i have...over and over, and honestly, i can't decide on whether i think it's a good idea (so i have some actually information rather than the fictional movie playing in my head) or whether it is definitively a BAD idea and one i should not even entertain...
confused really...honest answer is this: could i feel any worse than i already do? if i go into it with my eyes open and on my terms (i.e. as per one friends recommendation 'tell him it's a test and if he's good you'll consider what next'...as if he'll perform well under those circumstances!) and consider it an evidence gathering mission (funny, can't say i've really thought about sex in those terms before, but hey, desperate times require desperate measures right?)...
sooo the consensus is in, i'm just not on board with it yet...
thought it might make interesting (or frustrating depending on which way you look at it) reading...
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