i pick the wrong men...

this was the final line in the episode of SATC that i just watched...how apt!

and you know what? it's true...i really do :-(

and i think, but could be wrong (actually i doubt that!), that it all started (i.e. the picking of the wrong ones) after the incident...thinking as i did that in order for them to like/love me i had to sleep with them...

no bloody wonder really! and don't get me wrong, not like i just worked this out today - i have known for AGES, but sometimes i am reminded of it...

so it's true, i pick the wrong men...maybe it's time to pick the right ones....

also, saw a quote on a friends' FB today and it went something like this: 'it's in your moments of decision that your destiny is shaped'...Anthony Robbins (who normally I would not quote...but THIS totally talks to me and given the decision i am in the process of making it helps give me courage)...