brighter...

things seems brighter this evening somehow...

had a nice day, bought new jeans (size 12, yay me), went through some clothes/stuff to sell on ebay, did my walk, watched footy (that was bloody stressful but Blues got up in the end), chatted to Nat and my sister, and generally feel better for having just 'got on with it'...

it's not an expression i like, at all...but i have observed something about myself! when i stay in bed too long or just sit around contemplating, i invariably feel worse than if i get up and do something...imagine that!

soooo feel much calmer, happier and clearer this evening...

trick now is to remember how i feel right now, when his number pops up on the phone...coz it may not be tomorrow, or monday or even tuesday, but it's gonna pop up at some stage...and then it's decision time...

so, on this brighter note, wishing everyone a very happy Easter :-)

nite x