fucking mad! so he says yesterday that he'll speak to me today re the possible drink plans for this evening with another person we went to school with, and you guessed it, it's nearly 7pm and nothing...nada!
fuck! and i find myself in this place, this place where i doubt myself and find myself wondering that he can think so little of me that he can't even find 20 seconds in his day to text me to say 'it's on' or 'it's not on'...seriously, how fucking hard would that be?
and herein lies the main reason why having an affair with him would be a disaster..........
course, doesn't mean i don't want to have sex with him, but as for anything else...would just be putting myself into yet another situation with a man who can't give me what i want - and wait, not like i'm asking for the impossible! just someone who cares about me and who does what they say they will do, oh and is available, both actually and emotionally...
mad....
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Clearly I’ve stumbled into something as sexy as it is complex.
ah well, wonder how you found it!
Profile links ^^ Shows a list of people with similar interests! Not sure which one brought me here, video games or movies I think.
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