people...

i'm fucking over people today! so after this morning's incident with Chris, you know the bad ending, the awful conversation etc etc...i then get a call from someone i occasionally do work for and i get a sense he's not telling me everything...

so i stew on it, amongst the other things i am stewing on today, and then think that rather than me stewing i'm just gonna call him back

so i did! my god, the old me would NEVER have done that - not in a thousand years...

but i did, i told him i felt there was something he hadn't told me and so wanted to just make sure we were on the same page and that additionally, if i was going to do work for them, then i needed him to be honest with me and provide any feedback etc etc

so turns out he hadn't told me everything...initially he said they would make contact when they had decided on a course of action, but when i called back, he told me they had made up their minds and because i couldn't make the meeting the other day they gave the assignment to the other coach...

i just KNEW there was something he hadn't told me...so then he goes into a bit apology about being busy etc etc...so really the title of this post shouldn't just be 'people' but 'fucking people'...

i am really going to listen to my gut some more, coz it is rarely wrong! i just need to trust it more...