but i'm not sure what...perhaps it's lack of sleep and the haze that eventuates from being exhausted, or perhaps it's because the sleeping tablet i took last night at midnight is still very much in my system, but i'm struggling this morning...
and of course, when i feel like this, i can't see the good in anything....
think it's gonna be a long day, and one where i need to be mindful of what i feel rather than act on it....
interesting how things look totally different from this angle...on one hand i feel as though the enormous steps forward i made just a couple of weeks ago have all been undone by the old ways and on the other hand i am not able to apply any rational thought to the 'decision pending'....:-(
mmmm and i really need to become more aware of finding myself looking in the wrong places...coz it certainly should herald to me that something just is not right!
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