decisions

seem to be the order of the times right now...and i have a coupla biggies coming up! one that i can talk about, one that i can't...not yet anyway

funny that i spend a reasonable amount of time working with clients in helping them to identify their 'decision making process', you know the 'how' they go about making a decision, the 'what' they consider etc etc

seems ironic that i tend to not do that so methodically in my own life...guess it's no different to mechanics who have cars that don't run littering their front yards or hairdressers who's hair never seems to look as coiffed as that of their clients...it seems that i am one of those coaches that doesn't always practice what i preach!

sooo i think that the 2nd of the upcoming decisions is actually going to prove the most challenging and there is no logical or clear answer, i can't decide what is right and what is wrong, or indeed if there is any right or wrong or whether my decision, whatever it may be, will simply represent a point on a continuum of experiences that i could have??

kind of an interesting way of looking at it for me - typically i am a binary sort of girl (i love that word...binary) but of late i am starting to move away from binary (or black and white) and find myself trying out grey...not just in my decision making! this moving into grey also appears to be dominating my choice of wardrobe - i am LOVING grey of late...of course it's perfect with navy (my choice of work clothes), looks good with black, navy, red and almost any other colour that i have in my wardrobe (purple and green if i'm aiming for completeness) and it's more subtle than black...

sure i look slimmer in black (who doesn't right?) but it's not all about looking slim...my god, did i just say that? perhaps i am finally losing the plot...

soooo i digress! coupla big decisions for me in coming weeks and i'm wondering where i will look for guidance, for counsel...

i'm pretty sure i'll be looking within, the challenge will be, how many of those voices i let influence what i do...