yep, you read it correctly, at 2.41am today, Chris sent me a text....have i not asked him not to drunken text me (of course i don't know for sure that he was drunk, but not many people, who live on this side of the planet would be up at 2.41am on a school night)....
and it's funny because when i looked at my phone this morning i wasn't surprised to see a text from him...
part of me (perhaps the ever increasing part of me that is less driven by the fantasy that is fast, although sometimes it doesn't feel as fast as i would like, diminishing, you know, the one where i welcome contact with him, whether it's appropriate or not) felt a 'rush' (like one does with a drug or other addictive substance) when i saw his name and the other part of me (the part that seems to be growing now, the wisdom of a smart 42 year old woman who knows what she wants, even though she will only admit it to a select few) thought, oh well, maybe he was up, wondered how i was, and texted then...
still, do we think it's appropriate (given everything that has transpired between us, both then and more recently) for him to send me text messages in the middle of the night?
i think maybe NO!
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