Monday, December 6, 2010

too much time is sometimes not a luxury...

really it's not...see i have not worked full time for well over 18 months now and whilst i am actively in the process of establishing what i hope will be a busy and successful business, i still have a LOT of time to myself...and right now that is not a gift, but a hindrance....worse still i don't have an office outside of my little home so all of that spare time is home based...

i am starting to wonder if i need a bit more interaction...and 2011 will provide that as i will have 1 - 2 days a week where i have something on, but it's not enough...and so now in addition to the other crap that's in the background i am starting to wonder if running a business is actually the best thing for me?

of course i am still busy, but the level of interaction i was used to when i had a job, is no longer there, and honestly, whilst sometimes i don't miss it, a lot of the time lately i have wondered what it might be like to have somewhere to go in the mornings and a regular group of people to have coffee/lunch with....

i wonder too if my lack of discipline at times, doesn't help!

soooo i'm a bit lonely...and whilst i don't wish for a job per se, i long for the network it creates by having somewhere to go each day...

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