yep, no wonder i've had a crap few days - in addition to the events of the last week, the headache, the sore throat and the tiredness, i had pmt too! sometimes i don't always spot it, and you'd really think by 41 i'd be onto it.....but apparently not!
so today is supposed to be the day we catch up to talk...and sure we did some of that last week but not about the 'stuff'...it was a lot of fluff and bubble and catching up on the intervening period last week...and of course that may have given him the impression that i'm ok with everything when i'm not....but i think i was making sure it was safe and so how else to do that but to catch up on old times and pretend that we are friends again - much easier for me than the alternative....
not sure if we will catch up today and i'm actually ok with that - have SOOO much to do as i am so far behind due to his turning up last week and sending me into a spin...it's difficult to focus, but i'm going to try and get some of my 'to do' list done so i can have a weekend that doesn't necessitate me working!
wonder what it is about pmt that sometimes makes EVERYTHING seem so much worse...(well of course i know what it is but doesn't mean i can't be surprised by it every once in a while!)...
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