Wednesday, December 15, 2010

maybe it wasn't such a big step...

as following my phone call with him today and my desire to 'vent' my anger at him yesterday, i have succumbed and added him back into my phone....sigh

but actually my new take on it, rather than beating myself up, which is what i usually do....is that i am angry at him, so why hold it in when i could vent it in his direction...and without his mobile number i can't really do that...of course there are other ways if i had the inclination, but i don't!

soooo maybe it was a rash step to remove it, maybe yesterday was an emergency, or maybe i just put too much stock in what removing his number temporarily actually meant!

nite x

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