that seems to be how i wake up feeling each morning...so for those of you who know me you will know that i occasionally suffer from blue periods...not really bad and nothing that doesn't usually shift itself, but in recent times i have really really struggled with this and what i realised is that it is WAY worse in the mornings...in fact usually by the time i get up and get going and do what i need to be doing, it starts to pass! so whilst we already know it's impossible for me to do 'self therapy' it is good (i think...) for me to do self observation and reflection if i can draw any conclusions that will help...right??
soooo it occurred to me that whilst i don't like having early morning starts (never have, doubt i ever will!) on the days when i need to get up, get ready and get out of the house, the days tend to start off a little bit better than those (like today) when i don't have to get up and out by a certain time....
mmmm perhaps a restructuring of my days is in order to help my mood - of course, the weather doesn't help either - a girlfriend and i were talking about this the other day and we observed that when the sun isn't out, we both feel flatter than when it is...
of course i can't control the sun - or i'd be very very well known and probably rich!!
so much has been going on in the last week or so, and not just the cricket (woo hoo...) and one topic warrants a post all of it's own (forgiveness)...
so possibility of some more work with a corporate client which would not only be FANTASTICALLY enjoyable but good financially, some great feedback from another one and an agreement to write a testimonial (yippee), opening up some other networks which will bring in work and feeling really good about my work, even though there are times when i do question this 'being in business' thing...
it's way harder than i expected (maybe i was just naive)...but also very enjoyable and rewarding, and i'm doing the sort of work i want to be doing which of course, is why i did it!
ok, closing off now and moving to forgiveness...
ciao
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