it's friday....

yay! i had an up and down week - some good, some not so good, but with not as much time to just reflect as last week, i came to some conclusions...

the so called 'friend' that i have mentioned in recent times, has shown herself not to be someone i in fact want as a friend, so i am now trying to move on from any residual expectations i have that she will respond to my email...she wants to play it all professional, well i can do that too...

had a shocker meeting yesterday which sent me into a spin - so much so i was actually contemplating why i run my own business thinking that it would be far easier to work for someone else...but of course i woke up feeling entirely differently and having spent a nice day with some mates and then my friday afternoon acupuncture and a quiet night in, i feel more like my level headed self...of course you expect to have bad meetings and sometimes question if it's all worth it, but then a couple of things happen (out of the blue) and you realise that you are on the right track...

i realised today, in fact i realised ages ago but spent some time thinking about it today, that i really am not very good at goodbye's and a part of me wonders if this is tied into my experience of being abandoned (repeatedly) throughout my life??? interesting thought to ponder as the weekend unfolds...

soo planned is this:
 - meditation retreat sat am
 - blow dry of hair in prep for girlfriend's birthday party
 - girlfriend's bithday party
 - brekkie with a good mate
 - lunch date - yep, an actual date....watch this space
 - movie with birthday girl: Eat Pray Love (can't wait!)

so no doubt monday morning i'm going to be exhausted....

hope you have a good one xxx