Wednesday, October 13, 2010

bye bye stacey...

yes, that's what i resolved this morning when i woke up...i'm done with her crap and her games...in the last 3 weeks she has shown herself to be nothing like a friend, and certainly that sort of behaviour is not something i am going to have willingly in my life...

bye bye to you - who didn't actually appreciate me for who i am, for not being forgiving or kind, for thinking it's ok to stonewall me when i have tried to reach out to you, for not being courageous enough to tell me truthfully how you are feeling, and for not having the guts to confront a difficult situation...bye bye to you...actually really what i'm feeling is good fucking riddance...

wow, i feel SOOOOOOOOOO much better to having said that! the struggle that has been the last 3 weeks is almost over and i feel uplifted, empowered and a little bit free....

the people i spent time with today reminded me of how wonderful i am - how much i have to offer and how generous TRUE friends really are...

so to you AF, thank you for being objective and listening to the whole story - thank you for giving me honest feedback about the situation - your perspective was razor sharp and really helped...

to GO, my fellow INFJ friend, thank you for being you, for appreciating me and not judging me - i can't believe i admitted something to you today that i don't think i've ever said out loud before! you are an inspiration to me...

thank you to GM who sent me a lovely FB msg and told me i looked like Julia Roberts in Eat Pray Love - gotta love that sort of feedback...

to one of my clients, who told me today that he was taking a break coz he felt really good - what a fantastic recommendation that is - of course i'll miss him, but am thrilled that he is feeling good about himself and confident to tackle the world...go get 'em...

to all my FB friends who sent words of support yesterday (when i posted an unusually sombre post about the difficulties i was having)...your support means so much to me

and to my sister, who was one of those FB friends...

sooooo onwards and upwards - sage burning in the dining room to cleanse my house of the negative energy and virtual sage burning in my head to cleanse the raft of negative and self doubting thoughts that have been in residence there for the last few weeks...no more!

so bye bye it is, not even au revoir....and universe if you are listening, then please don't let this person come back unless they have learned their lesson!

nite
xx

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