Saturday, September 11, 2010

on a bumpy road

right now, well that's how i feel anyway - seems i can go from being happy one minute to less than happy the next...the strangest external events are having a disproportionately big impact on my mood right now...

maybe i need to get out some more, although i don't exactly feel like i'd be good company for anyone...bit of a catch 22 really...

i am finding life very lonely right now, and there are a number of contributing factors, but i can tell you, no matter what the factors, i am really not enjoying it...i feel kinda isolated nad even a bit resentful (mental note to self to identify where that might be coming from)...

could be my usual expectation gap! think it's probably gonna be a lifelong battle with my expectations of others and what they do...

ok, gotta get back to it xx

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