and i slept on it some more...

but eventually i decided i needed to have my say - and it wasn't long or emotional, simply that i was disappointed...and of course there is a part of me that is ok with it and another part that wonders if this will herald the end of our association (can't say working relationship as we haven't had one)...and i am still not sure how i feel about that...

sooo in reality, she's made a few introductions for me - none have turned out to be anything other than the one role i'm doing now with the consulting company - yes, the very same company i would prefer not to work with again after this assignment (of course i'd rather sack them than have them tell me they don't want me to work for them - who wouldn't right?)...and not that i've done anything to warrant being sacked, of course not, but i think i don't do things the way they would and consequently they might see me as something of a trouble maker! client loves me and i love the client, but the intermediary, well, they don't like me!

soooo back to the other person - so she introduced me to this mob and for that i am grateful (to a point)...but otherwise i feel as though it's been largely a one way street of me supporting her and trying to generate ideas for her business...was ok for her to call on me numerous times a day when she wasn't busy (and i was VERY happy to help her) - what i wasn't expecting, and nor am i happy about, is her dropping me like a hot potato as soon as she got busy....sure everyone says i'm so busy' and we are supposed to understand, but to me that just means 'i'm too busy for you'...sure sure i'm taking it personally, but it has in fact, impacted me so how can i not???

anyway, other than a call this morning about the client, she hasn't responded to my email, in fact hasn't responded to a number of my emails and whilst i could just put that down to her being busy, actually i think something much bigger is going on...

sooo i guess time will tell and honestly am i ok with it? yep, guess i am! as with all things, i believe they happen for a reason and whilst i'm not yet sure what that reason is, i'm sure it will become clearer in the fullness of time...

to bed for me and a quiet day tomorrow!

nite xx