i can't believe it's been 4 whole

days since i posted - so much, and yet so little, has happened in that time...

so let me see! well in that time i've had 5 cups of tea - yes 5 cups of tea in 5 days - you read it correctly - sad but true i'm afraid and as i said to my dad, it's gotta be good news either way - so at the end of 3 weeks if my stomach feels no better off the tea then i can get back on it, or if i do feel better then i know that tea is a contributor and i can make an informed decision about what to do about it...secretly i know which outcome i am hoping for!!!

so work is going well - amazingly well and in fact i think i'm going to be too busy soon - but hey, who's complaining about that - then i'll get me a virtual EA...will i? not sure i'd cope with someone else doing my diary and taking my calls - one of the things i like about being in business is that i'm my own boss and responsible for everything and giving that personal touch - on the other hand, having someone to do a lot of the stuff i simply don't want to do (invoicing, diary management, making calls, confirming appointments and room bookings, writing proposals) could be a great thing - in fact as i started to write that list i realised that perhaps it would be a good thing...

feel very very good about my decision to end 'whatever was going on with the german'...and by whatever, i mean just that - who knows what it was, but when he told me that he thought i would make a nice 'add on' i wanted to say something very rude - i did, of course, restrai myself, but seriously, who the fuck does he think he is???

anyway, where one door closes, another surely opens - i do love that saying :-)

well it's bedtime for me - my health is slightly improved - or is it? i'm not really sure but that could be coz i am in the active and by active i mean 'i want to kill myself' stages of detoxing from caffeine....

it's not all bad, but it's not great either!

nite xxx