tonight, and not overly so, but just a little bit...
see i had a meeting (let's go with that, even though it technically was not a meeting and not like any other meeting i've ever had) today, and the inevitable question about 'how are you coping emotionally since the breakup?' surfaced...
and you know what, honestly i am ok - i'm happy, i'm feeling free to pursue my dream and my interests and am putting myself at the top of the list these days, but when i was asked the question, my first response which was 'you know, i am doing ok' is true, but there is still an element of sadness there...
of course that might be because i observed to my friend that in fact my memories of my day to day life with ben are starting to fade, and in some ways, i guess that's a good thing, as there are some painful memories of our last few months together, and so perhaps, time is the great healer and in fact it does it's job by helping us to forget...
and this from someone with a photographic memory!
so i am sad, but not in a way that any of my readers/friends should be concerned...it's just part of the healing process....which i have to say, is actually going pretty well!
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