is absolutely, far and away, the ONLY thing to do....
so following my post of yesterday i have thought long and hard about this - i have tried to weigh up all the angles, practical, emotional energy, value alignment, commercial aspects etc and you know what? honestly, when i weigh them all up, NO amount of money is worth the emotional toll that yesterday took on me, and not just yesterday...
see this person, the very same person i'd had on that pedestal, stooped to a personal attack on me yesterday when earlier in the day she had told me that it was possible NEVER to judge someone....guess she proved herself wrong...
sooo sure there is a wee bit of disappointment, and i'd be lying if i said there wasn't any fear around how to fill the financial gap this may have been, but mostly there is just relief and a sense of not having to work with someone who perhaps isn't really who she claims to be, but most of all, who doesn't value me for me, and for the record that me is an INFJ....
soo the weight has been lifted, the door is now open and I have no excuse but to get out there and follow my dream - my own dream, not someone else's - and for this particular dream, i can certainly be 'all in'...
nite xxx
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