Friday, May 14, 2010

sometimes i lose all faith

in people...you know when you meet someone, think they are great, put them on a pedestal? sure, you've done this right? well in my experience i find that most times they end up finding a very ungraceful way to take themselves off that pedestal...

so today was one of those days - and i'm absolutely partially responsible! see i didn't really want to go and actually, if i'd listened to that, today perhaps might not have gone like it did....on the other hand, the business/practical/thinking side of me, over ruled....

it's even worse when the person you have on this pedestal, in their dismount from said pedestal, actually says something that is not only completely inappropriate, but amounts to a personal attack and, wait for it, judgement! something that earlier in the day they had maintained that it was possible to strive to avoid....

soooo the day was draining - not only did it require a lot for me to be there (emotionally and otherwise) but i think that there may just be too many differences, and so i'm left wondering what it will mean for me...

i guess time will tell!

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