Thursday, May 13, 2010

not sure if it's pmt....or if it's just continued sadness

following the weekend, but i am feeling very negative today...i find myself wondering if the business is actually going to be successful (and of course, it's early days and there is a LONG way to go) but i am just disappointed sometimes...

see people say they'll do something, then they don't...i get my hopes up (sometimes, although i am getting better at this) and then i'm disappointed....

one particular said he put me forward for a coaching assignment and i had to chase him up to find out what was happening and now he says that they've gone with someone else - which of course is fine, but why couldn't he tell me that???

turns out when you run your own business that in fact, sadly, a lot of people don't do what they say they are going to do - guess that's one way i am different!

soooo i'm feeling pretty flat - i have something on tomorrow that i'm not sure is going to be the best use of my time, i'm finding it hard to generate positive thoughts about where the business will go, and i am just sad....

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