Tuesday, May 4, 2010

mmmm i have a dilemma...instalment 2

so, i went...on sat night and even though i kinda figured it wasn't gonna work out, i went anyway...

i didn't wear heels though - knowing he was only an inch taller than me meant i couldn't comfortably do it - and sure there's probably hours of therapeutic time to be spent on why i want to be with someone who's taller than me and in some ways represents my Dad - actually maybe not - my dad cares about me and looks after me when i need him to, so guess it's not such a surprise really...

anyway, all of last week and saturday i was beating myself up about what i want in a man...

that problem is now solved!!! and of course i no longer have a dilemma!

so, i went, didn't wear heels, felt short as result and not sexy (i find it hard to feel great when not in heels and out)...it was ok, wasn't horrible, he's a nice guy, just not for me...

so another social experiment completed....

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