not a bad day, and in parts, somewhat contemplative...had my first session with a new client, before that a phone call with another client...lunch with two very old friends (from my KPMG days) which was fantastic - great to catch up and reminisce and great to see them both doing so well :-) one of the nicest things in my day was that one of these guys (the one i haven't seen for probably 15 years) said 'you don't look any different' and the other (who I see about every 3 or 4 years) said 'you look a million dollars' so i guess something is working...
then a quick taxi trip, a small panic when i thought i'd left my borrowed pashmina in the restaurant, only to find it on street (must have dropped it when i got out of cab...phew) when i went out a wee bit later, and then a LONG drive to hornsby for my reading...
which was good - she really is good and it was very useful actually and in some ways helped me restore my hope...
and then tonight drinks with a new friend, who i met at the 'social experiment' last week...nice evening but at one point she asked me if she thought i was emotionally ready for a new relationship, and you kno what: i'm absolutely not... and i can't go into it in detail here as i don't want to share stuff about Ben, or my relationship with him, that was deeply personal, but suffice it to say, there was something about our relationship and my love for him, that i wonder how i'm ever going to move on from...
no doubt, in time, i will, but right now, it's still quite fresh, and soooo i have decided to cease all 'getting out there' activities and focus on me and my business...
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