Thursday, May 20, 2010

and cry and cry and cry...

which is what i did lastnight...i just feel really really sad the last few days - not sure if it's hormonal, or coz i have in fact had a difficult few days or because i'm getting close to my trip so am mad busy...

when things don't quite go to plan though, that is when i really really notice that i'm single - of course i notice plenty of other times too, and sometimes even in a good way, but when things are difficult it's hard to deal with them all by yourself, and not because i can't handle things by myself, but because sometimes it's nice to know that someone is actually on your side...

guess the events of friday (even though i am happy with the outcome) have really highlighted that to me and i'm still feeling a bit vulnerable and a bit lonely....

anyway, having some tea and some nice biscuits to dip in my tea....perhaps some ncis la (meaning i get to watch chris o'donnell for an hour - yum)....and then i need to get stuck into my assignments!

ciao....

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