just so alone? and think that there is nobody who would understand...that's where i'm at right now - i have never really understood why people take their own lives and i'm certainly at no risk of taking mine, but i have had the odd fleeting thought tonight that i really am all alone...
and this isn't just about my breakup with ben, it's also to do with the fact that my sister and i are in the middle of another one of those stupid arguments (which she will think happened over a hurtful comment she made over the weekend, but in fact, it's years of me not saying anything and what she said has finally tipped me over the edge) and i'm sad....
really really sad, and worse, feeling like i have no-one to talk to who would understand...
so i'm off to bed now to have a good old cry and hopefully i will feel better in the morning...
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