i'm in a mood

and i'm not overly happy...i'm sick again (headache, snuffles, total and utter lethargy), i'm pretty sure i also have pmt, my back hurts and so consequently i'm in a mood...

and of course add to that my building anger about why i stayed with ben so long when i knew things weren't what i wanted and the constant flashbacks to things that happened that i should have taken more notice and i find myself in a mood...

being sick doesn't help - being sick and alone doesn't help as i have no-one to make me a cup of tea and tell me it'll be ok...

so i hope this mood will pass - i cancelled my morning plans (which i didn't want to have to do as i really wanted to catch up with this friend) and stayed in bed a bit - might actually get a cuppa and go back there - seems at least in there i can try and rest!

girl with the dragon tattoo here i come...finally am into this book!