Monday, March 8, 2010

i have seen 2 beautiful movies

in 2 days...

yesterday 'blind side' (and i'm just thrilled to see that sandra bullock, who i love, won an oscar for her amazing performance) and tonight 'hedgehog' a french movie which was just beautiful - in a way only french movies can be beautiful...

i'll be getting hedgehog on dvd whenever i can get my hands on it...beautiful, simple, free of the american 'plot'...delectable - i'd see it again over and over and over and over...

on an entirely unrelated note, i have a decision to make in the next few days and aside from the decision to end my relationship with ben, it's proving to be a very difficult one to make.....and here's me thinking that the year of the tiger was supposed to be easier than the year of the ox...perhaps my year ain't done with yet...

so universe, as i try and decide what's right for me, please guide me in making the right decision...i seem to be ok when i'm busy and when i'm doing things i love (of which there are many), but as i come to the end of each day i find it difficult to crawl into bed without him...even when things weren't great with us, some of my favourite memories are of our in bed chats - i can't even remember what most of them were about but i guess that's the point - they don't have to be about anything in particular to mean something....

anyway i have to get into bed - i have a big day tomorrow and i really need a good nights sleep...

so universe, please guide me through this decision - yet another decision i really don't want to make....

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