i had the weirdest dream lastnight...

so much so i woke up feeling quite uncomfortable...and no, it's not some bizarro sex dream but it is bizarre...

so in this dream (and i don't know where it was set) a really good family friend of ours (who is 10 years younger than me) asked me to marry him...kinda weird coz in reality he is married...in the dream he was engaged only...so he asks me to marry him, i say are you sure, he says yes...so i say yes...

then i ask him if he's told agatha (let's call her that so this remains very much anonymous) and he says not yet...

next thing you know i see agatha walking past without her rock of an engagement ring...then my 'fiance' (hilarious) gives me some makeup and i tell him i'd never wear it, and he says, oh no, i'm going to wear it on our wedding day....

complete spin out or what! so this is someone i think of as a little brother, albeit he is a massive spunk who loves cricket and the navy blues...anyway i digress, he's like a little brother to me - first time i met him he was 3 years old...

so not sure what to make of it but if i take a freudian approach then of course the wish fulfillment aspect would suggest that i do in fact want to get married someday - which is true - and you know what, it's taken me a LONG time and an amazing amount of therapy to feel ok to say that out loud!

not sure what to make of the fact that in this dream my fiance wants to wear makeup...will have to let that one go through to the keeper!

so what do you make of all of this?

should i be certified??