Monday, March 22, 2010

i can see more clearly now...

and no i'm not bursting into song...so after much contemplation and frankly, procrastination, i had all of the windows in my apartment cleaned today (professionally - inside and out) and you know what: not only were they amazingly dirty but I can see so much more, there is much more light out there than i had remembered!

an even more amazing is how much of a metaphor for my life the clean windows are - the last few days have represented a real shift in my outlook and mood, and i really do feel as if i am able to see things much more clearly now...

perhaps the time is starting to assist, perhaps the distance is starting to make things seem more obvious or perhaps i am just now beginning to be really honest about what happened and feel comfortable to talk about it (not to everyone...)

so not only are the windows sparkling, not only is the chandelier gonna look amazing tomorrow morning when the sun comes up, but i am enjoying being able to see things as they really are...

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