and i'm not sure why...could be coz the reality of being 'single' and 'on my own' is really just hitting home, or could be because for nearly 2 years i spoke to Ben every day and now our communications are dwindling to the things that need 'sorting out'...could be coz i simply had thought and hoped that once i met him, we would be together forever...
and not that i'm some starry eyed naive girl who believes that things are forever, but i guess if i'm honest, that's what i'd hoped for...
and not as though our relationship was perfect in the end, but at least i was a 'we'...getting used to saying 'me' or 'i' instead of 'we' and 'us' is really bloody hard and if i'm being brutally honest i have always thought that i can't consider myself to be truly successful until i am in a happy relationship...
an interesting belief and one that warrants a lot more contemplation and discussion with my therapist!
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