really hard...
someone told me today that routines/habits only take 26 days to break and NOT that i see my relationship with Ben like a routine or a habit, but we did have routines (as I'm sure all relationships do)...and those little things, are actually the things i miss the most...
i feel really lonely at this time of day - i don't really like going to bed on my own, or waking up on my own in the morning - i miss having someone to talk to before i go to sleep...
i keep waking up in a cold sweat sometime in the middle of the night and when i do i wonder if what i am experiencing is real or some dream (read: nightmare) that i'm gonna wake up from
it would appear not :-(
that aside I did actually have a good (and productive) day today, and i think i've picked up a new client, albeit in canberra! will make a good excuse to go visit my folks more often...
nite x
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