Sunday, February 21, 2010

and this morning i'm really sad...

and feel lost and hate that even though we are not together, that i can't talk to ben....

i miss him sometimes and it hurts...

guess it's gonna hurt for a while - guess i feel as though i'm not making progress on days like today even though i did have a good day yesterday...guess this is gonna be how it is for a while...

when will i not miss him? when will i not feel as though i want to talk to him - guess it's not easy to just simply stop doing the things you've done for nearly two years, even when there are aspects of being together that weren't working....

i hate feeling like this....universe if you are listening (which i'm sure you are) please ease my pain...

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