Tuesday, January 26, 2010

i'm am heartbroken and

sadder than i can even begin to talk about...

ben and i have broken up today after nearly 2 years, and i am now just lonely...sad...lonely...sad...lonely

no other way to describe it :-( and even though it was my decision it doesn't mean i'm happy about it or that it isn't causing me pain and that i don't love or care about him - coz i do, and deeply...but things just weren't working...so i suggested a break and he said he wasn't coming back - which i respect...

so now i have the arduous job of trying to get over the silence - even though he was a quiet person, my little flat just feels empty and dead without him here :-(

universe, if you are listening - please send both ben and i kindness right now as we move on...

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