what sort of message do you think

the universe is sending me?

see today i lost a diamond in my ring - and this is the 3rd time in 4 years that it's happened :-(

do you think it's a co-incidence that as i went to have a new ring (my xmas present to self) fitted, the jeweller said he'd clean my old ring...which he did - it looked amazing

it looked amazing that was until it is now missing a diamond - thankfully it's a ring with a stack of diamonds (more than 20) so even if i have to pay (which i'm seriously hoping i won't) to have it replaced, won't cost me as much as if i'd lost a big diamond....

but how can this happen to me? usually i look for the message in pretty much everything, believing that there is a message even if we can't see it at the time, but honestly, i just don't get this message at all...

i mean seriously, don't i have enough going on right now?

anyway, so it'll be an interesting trip back to the jewellers tomorrow - and don't get me wrong, this is a good and reputable jeweller and one i like very much...but even so it leaves me wandering what to make of it all

perhaps sleeping on it will help and if not, then pls pls pls pls universe, if you could help me find the diamond, that would be very much appreciated...and not like we didn't try - ben and i turned off all the lights and went around the entire house with his desk lamp to see if we could find it...

to no avail...

ok, going now - don't feel like it's been a good day (long story - won't be going into it here) and now this...just makes me feel a bit sad :-(